definitely not crazy....

So...I'm not crazy...but only a crazy person would say that, right? So I'm seeing two different counselor's and one is for "anger management" and the other is for...ummm...more regular problems? Now...what does this have to do with the price of thongs in Ghana? Nothing but I always wanted to use that phrase... Anyway the truth is ive always been somewhat angry and after years of repression it is time to deal with it before something bad happens...I mean, I'm sure I wont turn into the hulk and start smashing things (regardless of all the "steroids" jokes that people in my army unit have). But I would like to be an overall happier person, I see other people who seem to be enjoying life and as I'm getting older I intend to join that crowd. On another topic ive always been likeable to most people and that usually plays to my advantage. But when I see people I care about not able to get the same "favors" I feel guilty. This happened recently and it has been weighing on my mind, and this particular person kind of has a special place in my life...I'll address that another day...but all that comes to mind is "right person, wrong time" even though I would make it the "right time"...well...at least it gives me something to think about to pass the time...